neither one of us

It's sad to think
We're not gonna make it
And it's gotten to the point
Where we can't fake it
For some ungodly reason
We just won't let it die

I guess neither one of us
Must be the first to say good-bye

I keep wondering
What I'm gonna do without you
And I guess you must be wondering the same thing too
So we go on
We go on together
Living a lie

Because neither one of us
Must be the first to say good-bye

Everytime
I find the nerve to say I'm leaving
OLD MEMORIES
Those old memories
Get in my way

Lord knows
He's knows only me
That I'm decieving

When it comes to saying good-bye
That's a simple word that I just cannot say

There can be no way
This can have a happy ending
So we just go on
Hurting and pretending
Convincing ourselves to give it just one more try

Coz neither one of us
Must be the first to say
Farewell my love
Goodbye......

PS - dis lyrics i would like to dedicated to him...its been so long we try to make it happen...but i think dis must be the end of our chapters...i don't  want living in a lie...its really hard for me to say good bye...dis lyrics would be da everything i want to said to u coz dis is wat i really feel right nw....i know...if i stay...neither one of us dont hv strength to say it...let me be the one who walk away....

i really hope u'll be happy with everything u hv now....we dont hv to pretend n living in a lie again....

be urself

3 kinds of people

Rules of a lady

welcome to my life

3 biggest lies

LOVE

too much...

anger turn to tears

I hate that moment when suddenly 

my anger turns into tears

its mean nothing!

CHOCOLATE....

i'm craving for chocolate....

someone buy it for me....waaaaaa

my favorite movie n tv channel

sometime we cannot realize that everything around us taught us about life....so people if i said that i love watching Disney cartoon doesn't me im not growing up.....its taught me to nvr stop believing in my dreams...^_^

just becoz

I’m not a robot. Don’t expect me to be perfect all the time. Just because I posted something you didn't like doesn't mean you have to start sending me hate mail. This is my blog and you’ve got nothing to do with it. I’d rather be myself than some barbie doll.The pressure is killing me.

realize

Take time to realize, 

That your warmth is 

Crashing down on in. 

Take time to realize, 

That I am on your side 

Didn't I, Didn't I tell you. 

But I can't spell it out for you, 

No it's never gonna be that simple 

No I cant spell it out for you 

If you just realize what I just realized, 

Then we'd be perfect for each other 

and will never find another 

Just realized what I just realized 

we'd never have to wonder if 

we missed out on each other now. 

Take time to realize 

Oh-oh I'm on your side 

didn't I, didn't I tell you. 

Take time to realize 

This all can pass you by 

Didn't I tell you 

But I can't spell it out for you, 

no it's never gonna be that simple 

no I can't spell it out for you. 

If you just realized what I just realized 

then we'd be perfect for each other 

then we'd never find another 

Just realized what I just realized 

we'd never have to wonder if 

we missed out on each other now. 

It's not always the same 

no it's never the same 

if you don't feel it too. 

If you meet me half way 

If you would meet me half way. 

It could be the same for you. 

If you just realize what I just realized 

then we'd be perfect for each other 

then we'd never find another 

Just realize what I just realized 

we'd never have to wonder 

Just realize what I just realized 

If you just realize what I just realized 

OoOoOOo 

missed out on each other now 

missed out on each other now 

Realize, realize 

realize, realize 

shit happens all da time...

shit always happen.....but we must keep breath n moved on

pretending....

yeah i'm tough...it's been awhile i keep doing dis..pretending that everything was perfect n fine....i dont know how long i can keep doing dis to myself...sometime it feel really tired...but what other option that i hv????

i'm good pretending to everyone...but i cant cheat myself that i'm not ok....

one chance in life....

becoz we only hv one chance in life....we hv to choose wisely....don't worry if we make a mistake...coz nobody perfect...

i'm used to it...but it still hurt me...

yeah...whatever!

JUNE

wow...so fast...dah jun skang...byk lg bende nk kene buat....hope i can finish everything before its to late...

People...would u be honest...

it would be easier if someone be honest to me rather, i keep wonder something gonna be happen between us...but actually not...it is very sad when someone like me keep wonder maybe one day everything that we plan gonna be happen or senang cerita happy ending...but it is not a fairytale... 

like people always say....kita just merancang...but it would be easier if we know early...so we don't have to waste our time n can spent it wisely for other thing that would make us happy....