Friday, June 21, 2013

Tuesday, June 4, 2013

u never b alone....@_@

Time, is going by, so much faster than I
And I'm starting to regret not spending all of here with you
Now I'm wondering why I've kept this bottled inside
So I'm starting to regret not selling all of it to you
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know

You're never gonna be alone from this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall
You're never gonna be alone, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone

And now, as long as I can, I'm holding on with both hands
'Cause forever I believe
That there's nothing I could need but you
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know

You're never gonna be alone from this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on
We're gonna see the world out, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone

Oh, you've gotta live every single day
Like it's the only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Don't let it slip away, could be our only one
You know it's only just begun, every single day
Maybe our only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Tomorrow never comes

Time is going by so much faster than I
And I'm starting to regret not telling all of this to you

You're never gonna be alone from this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on
We're gonna see the world out, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone

I'm gonna be there always
I won't be missing a word all day
I'm gonna be there always
I won't be missing a word all day

Sunday, June 2, 2013

That girl

She's the girl that believes that what come around goes around. 
The one that hopes for a better day.
The one that won't give up on you.
She's the girl that's unlike the rest.
The one that spent her days smiling, and her nights crying.
She's the girl that would love to be loved.
The one that looks so damn strong, but feels so weak.
She's the girl that picks herself up every time she falls.

Words are cheap, and love, it speaks the volumes that we need to make our hearts grow weak.

 So come on back, and have some laughs.

Remember that the good times, they ain't so bad.

Cause I am dying to try and find a way we can leave this all behind.

The more people I love, the more alone I am. I want to give everyone everything. I want to always be there when you want me there. I will never say no.

And yet in the end did we ever really give each other completely to the other? Do either of us even know how to really share ourselves? Imagine the house is on fire and I reach to save one thing - what is it? Do you know? What things would either of us reach for? Neither of us know. After all these years we just wouldn't know.

I know I'm not easy to understand. 

I know I keep a lot inside, and I know I'm not the easiest person to read. 

But that's okay you know, because even though there's a lot about me you'll never know. 

There's a lot of more of me you can learn to love.

I wish I had never known you. I was happy before even when you were not there yet. Unlike now, you make me suffer, I know that you didn’t mean to have known me. Me too, I wasn’t planning on loving you.

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Lain plan...lain yg jadi...

Task ari ni...nk tuka chemical dalam tank last2 ak tepaksa transfer chemical dr tong besau msk tong kecik...sbb lid dia punye la ketat nak mampus...segala cara ak dah cuba siap pggl mereka2 yang gagah tlg bukak lid...but ternyata tong 50kg tu lg kuat dr hero2....hahaha...last skali ak tepaksa la tebuk tong tu n pam transfer chemical dlm tong len...

Tuesday, May 28, 2013

Thoughts For The day

Our prime purpose in this life is to help others. And if you can’t help them, at least don’t hurt them.

You know what your problem is?

You know what your problem is? 
You get attached, fast. And once you're attached to someone, you do everything you can to please them and make them happy. It's never been about what you want, it;s always everyone's needs before your one. You give out too many chances to people, who quite frankly, do not deserve them. They take advantage of you, and you become a pushover. But okay with that, because they're in your life and that's all you ever really wanted. And even if they screw you over, you'll still be there for them. Because that's you, that who you are. Once you get attached to someone, the capture your heat and they always have a place there. And that is why it's so hard for you to let him go.

People Leave...

I'm running..
Trying to fond the door
Can't take this pain no more

Going fast..
Trying to escape the past
I'd rather die
than live this lie
Looking for  closure, or a friend
someone to help me mend

Trust is my biggest fear
Yet, I cannot shed a tear
People always leave
I can do nothing but grieve

Afraid I can't restart
As we are miles apart
Hoping he won't be the same
I have only myself to blame
He just wants to see me smile
But I'm in my own denial

Should I believe??
'Cause in my life...
People always leave.

Monday, June 25, 2012

"When we were five, they asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up. Our answers were thing like astronaut, president, or in my case… princess.

When we were ten, they asked again and we answered - rock star, cowboy, or in my case, gold medalist. But now that we've grown up, they want a serious answer. Well, how 'bout this: who the hell knows?!

This isn't the time to make hard and fast decisions, its time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere chill. Fall in love - a lot. Major in philosophy 'cause there's no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind. Then change it again, because nothing is permanent.

So make as many mistakes as you can. That way, someday, when they ask again what we want to be… we won't have to guess. We'll know."

[Jessica's Valedictorian Speech]

Really can't wait dis Sept 2012...^____^

Monday, June 18, 2012


i needs a dad to guide me in dis world...
i needs a dad to show me the greatest love in dis world...
i needs a dad to tell him that i always miss n love him as much as he love me...

Sunday, June 3, 2012

Monday, May 14, 2012

dando love

Friday, May 4, 2012

fly away...

aku ingin terbang jauh....

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

one step closer

Alhamdulillah...setelah sekian lama ak bertungkus lumus...sekarang berada d stage terakhir....doakan sumenyer OK.....

Kejadian dalam bus

minggu ni ak terlalu exited coz nk jumpa my best buddy; cik lola....excited macam mana pon tp seminggu dua ni ak sll stress n skit kepala...almaklum la banyak keje nk kene setel b4 due date....rase cam nk stopkan mase...kasik ak setel keje bukan tu yg ak nk cerita....ceritanyer pepagi tu ak dah kalot bgn..besiap n gerak g nek bus nk je lah cik lola dah tggu ak kat paling senang nek bus ke jeti n naik feri ke seberang (skrg kene jimat skit coz byk bende nk buat..huhuhu)....
ntah macam mane ak pon taktau....tak penah la sepanjang idup ak bleh pengsan dalam bus...memang la salah ak tak mkn pg tu n mlm...but sll ak ok jer....tup2 ari tu nk pengsan dalam bus yg sesak ngan org nk g keje....adoi...sabo jela...malu pon ada....ak tak tau camne ak bleh jth pengsan n brape lame ak pengsan..ak sedar2 jer ak dgr org pggl ak..."adik..adik..."...mata ak dok bepinar2 selamat la masa ak dah sedar org  keliling dah lengang ada la tempat duduk kat ak...

ari ni...bile igt balik kejadian tu...ak tepikir...nk jer sape2 yg duk dalam bus tu cite camne ak bleh pengsan dlm tu...brape lama ak pengsan...keadaan dlm bus bile ak jatuh...huhuhu....

pape pon ak nk ucap terima kasih bebanyak pada sesapa yg dah tlg ak dlm bus tu...mungkin ak tak dapat nk balas jasa baik korng....moga Allah jer yg balas jasa baik korang sume.....^____^

Sunday, January 8, 2012

semangat baru

salam thn baru semua...

dah thn baru ni....semangat baru....byk bnde yg nk ak ceritakan...but tggu ada kelapangan skit akn aku update lg blog ni...sayang dah lama tinggal...dlu rajin betol nk berblog2....takpe2....tungguuuuuuuuu..........

Friday, November 4, 2011

setelah sekian lama



Alhamdulillah....sehingga ke hari ini aku masih lagi diberi peluang untuk bernafas dan menikmati nikmat yang ada di dunia yang sementara ini. Aku bersyukur kerana masih diberi peluang untuk aku belajar dan merasai semua ini....mungkin ini bukan yang termanis ak bersyukur kerana dengan belas dan kasih dariNya aku diberi peluang untuk mengubah dan belajar dari apa yg berlaku dalam hidup aku selama ini....sungguh pun bukanlah senang untuk menjadi diri aku....tapi ak masih bersyukur kerana aku masih aku dan aku masih punya orang yang bersimpati dengan nasibku....

Masih ada yang sayangkan aku....biarpun selama ini mereka2 ini tidak begitu mengambil berat tentang diriku....itu yg aku semua ini banyak mengajar aku....sesungguhnya aku amat bersyukur kerana bertemu dengan insan2 yang berhati mulia ini....

Ya Allah...segala musibah yang terjadi ke atas diri aku....aku redha....
mungkin ini kifarah dari dosa2 aku selama ini...sesungguhnya aku insan yg kerdil dan lemah....sering melakukan kesilapan....janganlah Engkau jauhkan aku dari kasih sayangMu....ya Allah....